Fear not dear soul. Fear not
Let me begin this post with an invocation…
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையேஇச்ச்கத்து ளோரெல்லாம் எதிர்த்துநின்ற பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
துச்ச்மாக வெண்ணிநம்மை தூறுசெய்த பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையேபிச்சைவாங்கி உண்னும்வாழ்க்கை பெற்றுவிட்ட பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
இச்சைகொண்ட பொருளெலாம் இழந்துவிட்ட பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையேகச்சணிந்த கொங்கைமாதர் கண்க்ள்வீசு போதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
நச்சைவாயி லேகொண்ர்ந்து நண்பரூட்டு பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
பச்சையூ னியைந்த்வேற் படைக்ள்வந்த பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
உச்சிமீது வானிடிந்து வீழுகின்ற் பொதினும்
அச்ச்மில்லை யச்சமில்லை அச்ச்மனெப தில்லையே
That is Bhaarathi, proud and fearless, proclaiming to all his intentions to stand straight and meet adversity in the eye. For the benefit of my non-tam and tams-by-proxy readers, I shall translate the broad purport of the poem
Fear not my soul. Fear not
Fear not when the world unites against
Fear not the derisive stares and the looks cold
Fear not the vagrant’s life,
When you’ve lost everything you holdFear not my soul. Fear not
Fear not the seductress’s charms
Fear not the venom, nor the burning tongue
Fear not the enemy, taking up armsFear not my soul. Fear not.
When the world around you comes crashing down.
I would like to dedicate this song to Shivam. For he has proven a worthy successor to the Bhaarathi spirit of fearlessness. It takes guts and a never-say-die spirit to do what he does – write posts that even I, an illogical, typo-jew, can poke holes into. This inspite of knowing fully well what the likes of Ravikiran can do.
Shivam, even if I don’t agree with you, I bow to your courage. Also, here’s a little trick I learnt while doing copy for advertisements. Know what you write.
Just thought I will put down a few things that I found useful when I started out. There comes a time when every writer (irrespective of the medium – fact/fiction, newspapers, advertising or blogs) could do with a little help on the basics.
Usually, I don’t know much about the product I am talking about. I have absolutely no clue what the product or service does. Which means, I begin researching it. I begin by knowing as much as possible about the product. Once I know enough about the product, I start by jotting down the main points I need to cover. Then, I try to arrange all these main points in a coherent paragraph. Not more than 4-5 lines, 8 at most.
Also, I usually say, one should learn to make a list that doesn’t sound like one. Sage words these, from David Abbot. It helps therefore, to not just copy paste facts randomly. A little of your own thoughts make a great post/copy/story/article. But there’s also a risk in getting too personal – if you write only to settle personal scores or show off great writing skills, the product won’t get sold.
I have a little more to say now, but time, and courtesy prevent me from saying it. I shall, therefore stop with this. Once again, Fear not dear soul. Fear not.
I am a coroner on myself.
Spiritualists ask you to inquire within “ Who am I?” They promise that the self-realisation that comes out of deep meditation is the gateway to your deliverance. I have failed; I have no clue to know “Who am I? I Hence this open dissection to lay bare myself to the readers of Blog, to let me know “ Who am I?”, and deliver me from my own doubts about me.
At times, I think I am an arrogant, coming out of my self-righteousness May be, too much of my desire to live and demonstrate like a Sagittarian- an archer by definition. Over the years of pressure to live like a Saggi, have I become superior, arrogant, opinionated, bigoted, and so effortlessly self-righteous about every circumstance in life?
I do not like the word “OBVIOUS”. This has become the bane of the general public or the common man. The politicians, have understood very well, that the common man would see only the “Obvious” and not the treacherous game plan or the hidden agenda., that they have drawn. I practise and want to excel contrarian thinking. I would like to attempt the not so obvious plans of the Indian politics.
Those of you, irrespective of your pet subjects, who had read my postings, be it Mumbaikar Vs. Chennaiettes (vasi) or, Cancer in the Indian Cricket, or La affair Ganguly, must have understood the underlying apathy of mine against the selfish, self-absorbed, self-righteous egomaniacs called Politicians. My inability to kindle the public to take a deliberate and blatant stance against prevailing morality, or to create a moral framework for the Politicians, comes out as an outburst in my articles
As a person who had seen life, nurtured 100s of young ones, I had always been popular with the bottom layer staff, in any company I had worked. However, my anger and antagonism or even exhibition of arrogance was directly proportional to the hierarchical structure. While, I could have reacted violently even for a minor misdemeanour of a senior staff, a gross and blatant failure of a low level staff would have raised empathy and viewed sympathetically. I had the belief that, youngsters are here to learn, and the managers are there to teach and correct. Further with low volume of physical work quantum, as against a low level staff, the manager’s salary is high. Thus they should exhibit, demonstrate, and train the lesser elements towards excellence. Thus, on similar lines, my draggers are drawn against the politicians. They decide the fate or life of millions ( or is it billions ?) of common men, they are the flag-bearers of our democracy in International Forum. Am I wrong in carrying cudgels against them?
The self proclaimed magazines will not publish my letters to the public, may be for fear of generating controversies or the view points contradict those of the Editors. Thus, my solace is Blog. If I could find atleast a handful of others, more so youngsters to whom the future belongs, also hold similar views I would be appeased that I am not an aberrant or antithetic in this world, and alone. Till then, my quest to know whether I am an idiocratic loner will remain unanswered.
C Gopalakrishnan
Mumbaikar Vs. Chennaiette
*It was not long time ago that Mumbai city was reeling under flood situation and was under water for almost one week. The Municipal administration did not come out well either before or during or after the floods. There were reported epidemic situation in Mumbai soon after the Floods. There were no large-scale damages to national resources (should I call infrastructures) like lakes, reservoirs Roads and Bridges as it was witnessed not only in Chennai but also all along the North Tamilnadu. Also remember this is the third devastation in about two months time.
The winner of the Mumbai was the Mumbaikar, as acclaimed by no less a person than Dr Manmohan Singh the Mr. Clean or Mr. above politics Politician in India. ( However blame Sonia Gandhi if Manmohan takes sides on Goa, Jharkand or Bihar, or congressmen like Satish Sharma, Bhuta singh and his likes or Natwar Singh). However, poor Chennaiettes have not had the benefits of Manmohan’ s blessing. (I hear a voice somewhere that Dr. Ramadoss, the self self proclaimed leader of Tamils criticising Jaya that she did not invite Dr. Sigh. Where were the 40 MPs and the party Supremes like Karunanidhi, or Vaiko, or Ramadoss in making Manmohan to visit Tamilnadu. Is it their feeling that Manmohan will not heed to their voices as he had already obliged them by ministerial berths to their kith and Kin, that they lave no locus standi in inviting him. Or do they accept that Manmohan would listen only to Jaya and not to these Tamil Protectors)
The Indian politician’s English is so good that they understand the direct and literary meaning of the word Opposition Party, and not the intended meaning of Dr. Ambedkar, Alladi and other founding fathers of our constitution. Opposition means Opposite Party only and not the intended meaning of a group who act as Checks, or Balances. Is it because the Tamilnadu politicians like P Chidambaram, TR Baalu, or other 40 and odd MPs think that their party interests are above the state interest or have they attained total Nirvana that they are above the state and worry only about National issues. If this were to be, is not Chennai or Tamilnadu a part of the country. Erstwhile Congress men like Kamaraj, Subramanian, Bakhthavatsalam, however good administrators they were, kept the Congress party as paramount in comparison to the state, and because of this attitude of the leaders, the Party is almost wiped out of Tamilnadu Politics and the Dravidian Parties are ruling the roost. In contrast persons like Jagjivan Ram, Laloo Prasad are primarily a Bihari then only a Congressman or RJDman, that they were always respected/ Feared by fellow politicians.
During the Mumbai floods all the politicians irrespective of their party colour stood as one and talked of one agenda-plight of Mumbaikar. Tamilnadu who is more powerful than Bihar or Maharashtra in numbers in parliament, does not come together to raise the issue of Chennaiettes or the Tamils. Please do not blame, as Ramadoss is preoccupied with saving the ministerial post of his son Dr. Anbumani, while Karunanidhi is interested in his grand son Dayanidhi Maran or Vaiko in his new found status of National leader plus LTTE guardian, that they do not have time to think of petty issues like Chennai floods.
A true politician, the state should be proud of Mr. P Chidambaram. Knowing well that the Government doled out petty and Paltry sum,one should applaud him, criticing the satete government on the whereabouts of 6000 crores of Tsunami funds. If he is playing to the tunes of his party bosses, he will once more lose his identity as was prior 2003. It is again a big tamasha that people get their title by the Dhotis they wear. Chidambaram is always spic and span wearing only white Dhotis, and hence is believed to be Mr.Clean. The mystery of Harshad Mehta, Indian and MCC bank issues and the Karpagambal mills are no concern to the country, as long as Chidambaram wears white Dhoti.
DMK and Congress party started a very praiseworthy and philanthropic program of organising “Kanji Thotti” for the poor and suffering Weavers of Tamil Nadu. Where is such sincerity now, when millions of Tamilians lost everything and waiting for the Government agencies to feed them ? I can understand that, DMK which collects a minimum of one crore out of District conferences and has collected 60 crores in the very recent past is not capable of supporting the poor, as this money is not sufficient even for Tea expenses of the party. Congress that has been a maintaining a true non-aligned outlook (Nehru’s pet Topic), by collecting both from CIA and KGB and also from Saddam Hussein as to the revealed sources (Mitrokin/Volcker or Bofors), would definitely have taken a more philanthropic outlook. . They were prohibited by a subterfuge by the Mother of Miss Antonio Mien, that of Annai Sonia Gandhi was born 10 days late. Had she were to be born on 1st or 2nd December, Mr GK Vasan would definitely have organised relief camps, as he is planning to do on December 9.
Thus a Mumbaikar is unlucky that the Marathi politicians consider their respective party come a poor second compared to people welfare, while Chennaiettes is blessed with Karunanidhis, Vaikos, Ramadosses who do not care for both the party and the people welfare while their personal interests are paromount to them. These Leaders forget that their own party men also are among the millions of suffering public
Cricket scenario in India-Cancer in the Team
It had always been said that an individual is like a cell. When the cell is having its regular growth, the organ thrives (like kidney, heart, skin or stomach), and the whole system is healthy. There is a perfect co-operation between the cell, the organ and the Body. If the cell is cancerous, then there is an ultimate death of the body. In cricket world, I consider the Player the Cell, The Team the Organ and the country’s reputation the body. If the player wants to grow faster than the team (with personal performance ruling higher than the teams objectives), then the team and the country will face disasters.
Have we ever thought, that three Indians are among the top 10 batsmen of the world while how many South Africans, or New Zealanders appear in the rating. SA is number two in the ranking and India number 7. India has Tendulkar-wonderkid, Dravid-the wall but what have we achieved. Nothing. The individual- multi billion on Ad sponsorships. ( A small digression that this achievement goes exactly similar to the Board’s philosophy of earning money only and not caring for the Country’s prestige or reputation. No other Board in any other country would be silent enough to push our players for match after match- irrespective of Huge punishments/ fines to Indian players for trivial offences while allowing Aussies and English to go scot free despite severe blows in the field. If the board protests, how can I be an ICC president? The colonial rules still continue in India even after 60 years of freedom)
That is, the individual excellence alone does not contribute to the Team’s success. Why go to international level. Railways, the Ranji Trophy victors during the last two seasons do not have one single star. (JP Yadav just got selected this season). How is it, that, they are winning without Gangulys, Dravids, Bajjis or Pathans. One should ponder this, and more so the Cricket Board officials.
Years ago, my mother told me once, the story of three daughter-in-laws in a house, and I feel that it is appropriate in present context of Indian Cricket, Organisational behaviour and also in Humar resources appraisal in companies.
The story:
A well organised mother in law (CEO) had given individual KRA’s ( Key-result-Areas, or Job Responsibilities) to her three daughter in laws. The first one would Ready the dining environments like providing Clean Plate, water and Clean Place. The second one is to attend to food-cooking and serving. The third KRA is to clean the place, that is, the dinner set should go back to the shelves clean , and the dining Table must be kept clean. When once a visitor visited the house, as the mother in law is a perfect leader and had delegated /empowered her daughter-in- laws, she was watching them with occasional visits and was appraising their performances. According to her evaluation, each one of them had fulfilled their respective KRAs exceptionally well, and they deserved 100% increments. However, the Guest who came, went Hungry and while going cursed the mother-in-Law that he would never come back to the house any more. WHAT WENT WRONG? Neither the Mother-in-law- knows and so also our Cricket Team Selectors. The three daughter in laws did their job excellently, without bothering their system responsibility that the Guest must feel satisfied. They missed out on the link responsibility that , the food must be served after the guest sits in his place, and that the plate must be removed only after the Guest had finished eating. Yes, you have guessed right as to what happened. The first Daughter-in-law chose the most wonderful silver ware, cleaned them well personally and ensured that the dining Table was spic and span with clean glass of good water. The second one made a mouth watering feast and served the plate without seeing whether the guest was there or not. The third one came whizzing past and removes the plate, Glass of water and restored the plate back in the shelf after using the best of detergent and silk cloth to wipe it dry. The guest who had just come to the table to eat was invited by a clean dining table and all the three daughter-in-laws huddled behind the kitchen door. He waited for few minutes and with no sign of the food or the people, and he left the house in anger.
The selectors select the team by the data on performances only. (However, getting a good performance is a different topic altogether, that if you continue to sponsor somebody for a number of matches the player is going to have impressive record by means of “Law of Averages”.The law of averages come handy while dropping Balajis, Badanis, Rameshs as against Agarkars or Laxmans. The selectors are very kind towards budding talents like Kumarans who just go for a sight seeing Trip and come back with no claim for the second chance.) But the performance is just sufficient, even if , our batsmen are intent on scoring their statistical tons, or in maintaining the wall reputation despite the need of scoring more than six-runs per over. The last series in India, against Pakistanis should be an eye opener to all of us. Every Pakistani batsman , despite losing wickets, were bent on achieving a strike rate of more than 100 or least 90. At times, it appears that our heroes set a target for themselves and play within that, instead of the urge to go up-and up. If only we have had Vijay Singhanias in our cricket team…..Why Tendulkar or Dravid can not break away from their routine and go all out to stretch beyond their normal or standard batting. The ODIs against Pakistan was lost not by Gangulys or Yuvarajs or Kaifs but by Tendulkar and Dravid who were more concerned with their personal reputation than the need of the hour. A leader is the one who is not expected to do different things, but do the routine things differently.
A strike rate of 80% would mean that the team could score a maximum of 240 runs in 50 overs. This is not sufficient. We need 300 plus or minus 20. That means every batsman must attempt a consistent strike rate of 80+ right from their first ball. Can not the pair in the middle maintain a small finger count as to whether they have taken a minimum 4 singles in a given over with occasional twos or fours as Bonuses. There is no point in building pressure, by building a wall; slowing down to complete my 1200th half century ; having failed the last five occasions let me graft in this match to score my 30 in 80 balls attitudes of our senior cricketers. However , we in the horizon budding stars like Yuvaraj, Kaif, Dhoni, Pathan and their ilks who come determined to play an ODI in the way it must be played. But let them not get negative learning from our Laxmans, Dravids or Tendulkars.
The selectors should keep the individual’s performance as a secondary tool to appraise. They should have statistics like the striking rate with almost a smooth line hovering around 80~85, right from ball one to the last ball the batsman has played. If the striking rate dips for any period for over four overs for an individual then it is a negative point. A batsman however big his the reputation should be evaluated on this basis. This methodology would motivate our players to score singles, keep the batting in rotation and this would upset the rhythm of the bowling style. The key to success is your ability to perform the unpredictable, and if you fall into a pattern the opponents can catch you without fail by setting a predictable trap. Foot ballers used to mark and shadow the star opponents and not allowing them the elbow room Thus our players should not allow the bowlers to settle and must score 0ne from each ball- nibble on the left , cut on the right with key objective of placements. This could be possible only when our Selectors start thinking on the players contribution to the team and not merely their individual performance. If both the personal performance and the team objectives go together we will be on top again.
Similarly, the bowlers are to be judged not on wickets taken alone, but on the number of dot balls they bowl in an over, the number of balls bowled within the stump region without allowing space for the batsman to score. A lesson our bowlers should learn from Pollock. He does not carry the reputation of Bret Lee or Shane Warne or McGrath. But he is the most productive and a match winner with a disciplined bowling.
Is Chennai going to the dogs?
Well, most bloggers think so. And point to the recent incident at the Park hotel as an example. But, I for one, don’t. I still love my city, and am not glad at all I moved out. I miss being in Chennai, miss the excitement, the size and the very fact that Chennai happens to be Chennai.
I agree, the recent incident is pathetic, crazy, stupid, a gross violation of all kinds of rights and limits (on the part of that sleaze mag) and plain unnecessary. But these don’t happen every year, do they? I know friends in Bangalore and Bombay, female friends, who were assaulted in broad daylight.
The case isn’t specific to Chennai alone. Every city in India is facing some kind of moral policing or the other, and to varying degrees. Chennai just happens to be the latest victim. If tomorrow Hyderabad bans woman from wearing jeans or demand they wear the burqah, we would all forget the Park incident and rant about Islamic fundamentalism and moral policing in Hyderabad.
So, I ask you, spare Madras the rod and give it to those who deserve it. The damn ass who took offense, that cheap newspaper which invaded privacy. The police who seem to believe every man who comes in from the road.
I didn’t think of a clever title yet
What makes blogging so popular, ask many. My answer; it finally let’s you act, rather than react.
Most activities on the net are reactions to some impulse.
- Get an e-mail; reply to it.
- Somebody buzzes you on Chat; you converse.
- Boss asks you to do a presentation; you check google/wikipedia for info; lagao it in the presentation
But when you are blogging, or a blogger, you are your own kickstarter. You take initiative to write something. You are for a change, ACTING, rather than reacting. You are CREATING. It let’s you play god/evolution. And that, to me, is why blogging is so popular and why it will continue to be so.
Re-iteration
A point that I’ve stubbornly, almost anally, been insisting here, here and in other fora online and offline, is that Logic, Rational, Fact and the scientific are of no use to convince people. No amount of Logic works in convincing people of your viewpoint. Even if it happens to be the truth.
What really convinces or appeals to people is emotion, combined with a bit of obvious facts. People buy into a way of thinking first based on gut feel, and emotion, and then look for rational ways to justify it.
For example, you don’t buy a Porsche 911
for it’s seating capacity or torque. All logic and rational says that a car that can seat only two, is terribly, unsafely fast, and costs a fortune wouldn’t be even considered worth buying. But everyone dreams of buying just that, or a similar car.
Sorry for that piece of logic/fact. But my point, and this bears repetition, is that when you wanna convince people, you take an emotional route to convince. Cold Logic and brilliant facts appeal only to those who already agree with you emotionally.




